This week my ikebana (Japanese flower arranging) lesson revealed so much about an old pattern I have in dealing with strong emotions of the heavy hearted variety like disappointment and sadness. In the lesson we are taking the materials that would be in one kenzan (holder) and we are splitting them into two kenzans.
I arranged the materials on the left kenzan first and as I was working on the right side, my teacher observed that it looks like I'm having a conflict in a relationship. I know I looked at her with wide eyes with surprise as I was feeling heavy hearted about a relationship. "How did she know?" I thought, "Am I that much of an open book? I haven't said anything." In the photo on the left above, look at the branch on the right. This is the supporting "companion" material for the orchids just in front of it. Notice how the line is so straight compared to the beautifully curvy branches on the left. To remedy this problem, I selected another branch, one with a better curved line as seen in the photo on the right.
It seemed easier with the flowing line of the branch to place it in harmony with the orchids.
Additional small branches were added to the arrangement in the right kenzan. In the photo on the left, you can see how there is too much space between the two arrangements. My teacher described it as if these two arrangements were having an argument. It does look as if the arrangement on the right is looking away from the left one. The fix was to add another stem of orchids. I knew to place it leaning toward the other arrangement as if it was reaching out.
When photographing my arrangements, I like to look at the relationship of the companions. Here we can see how the branch and the flowers work together.
At the other side of the container, the orchids fill the space between the branches. It feels like an embrace, doesn't it?
Here is another angle showing this embrace.
When I looked behind the arrangement, I noticed how the materials were reflected in the water.
It is almost as if there was no gap between the two arrangements.
Here is a look at the arrangement in the Tokonoma. Every time I work on an arrangement and step back to look at it, I feel a warmth around my heart and then an explosion like fireworks. Last night was no different. I selected the bleached kiwi branches to represent the starkness of winter. The vibrant orchids reflect how passionate I feel these days and also make a great tribute to the Chinese New Year celebration. Last year was the Year of the Tiger. In 2011 we enter the Year of the Rabbit, a more peaceful time. It is good that I removed all strife from this arrangement, it is a better reflection of the type of year I want to have - in balance, harmony, and peace.
Although I had entered class last night with a heavy heart, I softened and discovered something new - next time I will try leaning into difficult emotions rather than pulling back and retreating. This morning while photographing the arrangement, I realized that creating art whether it is a flower arrangement, collage, or photograph, is an essential way for me to communicate my ideas and feelings. This morning I felt like I heard my heart and it is happy that I get it.
Today's Zen Card is on balance:
The center is not
always the point of
balance. When you find
that place where
BALANCE is
achieved, peace will
result in all situations.
There is no conflict, for
everything RESTS
without strain.
Ikebana is about finding balance. Not all students consider how their arrangements are a metaphor for balancing the relationships in their own lives. For me however, ikebana is so much more than creating a pleasing arrangement - it is a very personal and transformative experience.
Today I am filled with so much gratitude for the opportunity to learn ikebana from my teacher Antoinette.